i feel like crying, but i can't.. i feel like sleeping, still i can't.. i feel like having fun, but i still can't.. *sigh* i really don't know what's happening to me right now.. well, except for this ONE thing.. i have nothing to think about.. O_o;;
that one thing that i'm really thinking about right now?? well, i'm really worried about something right now.. you see, my mother's sick and she has to undergo an operation.. T_T yes, a MAJOR OPERATION.. but.. we all try to keep our cool even with the operation.. i'm just glad that they found it out early..
i found out that she has to undergo an operation this morning.. it was the first thing that she told me when i woke up at 11am.. T_T [well, duh.. i slept at 'bout 8am >.<;;] so, of course, i was shocked.. because i've always known my mother as a health person.. i didn't worry much at that time 'coz she was still smiling confidently.. but.. my tita girlie came over and told her the details.. and well, i found out about it.. it is going to be a MAJOR OPERATION.. O_o;; but.. instead of having a worried expression on her face, she just smiled more.. but i know that she's also worried about it.. she just doesn't show it so that we won't be worried.. i know her too well.. she can't fool me.. *sigh*
i'm inviting all of you to pray for my mother's safety.. thank you.. i'd really appreciate it..
tomorrow's MOTHER's DAY!! advance happy mother's day!! ^_^