[09] *> mE, mySeLF aNd i <* [09]
::.~a tragic and miserable life~.::
"the girl who lived.. loved.. was loved.. was hurt.. died.. and lived again.."
name:: LhuKhE^^
gender:: female..^^ hetero toh!!
birthdate:: march 6.. >_<;;
deathdate:: Saturday, March 19, 2050 [maybe sooner]
age of death:: 59 years old.. hehehe.. [i think it'll be.. well, 14 years old?? and that means NOW!!]
hometown:: kEsOn cEeTee...^^ TamBaYeYoz pA RiN sA pRonT!!^^
occupation:: LiSenSyaDonG baLiw.. bOosTeR.. iyaKinG baTa.. ^_~v
schools:: JASMS nung elem, naku!!! FEU-FERN..^^
interests:: RPGs, MMORPGs, voLLeybaLL, RagNarok onLinE, TanTRa, GunBounD, pRisTonTaLe, KhaN, TeeN mAgz, chiLlin' wiD maH buDz, mag-inGay, manguLeTh, mangTriP, jOyRidE, muSic TriP, maTuLog sA kLaSe, chaTTiNg, neT surFiNg, biShounEn, dumaLdaL!!!
fave. books:: hm... siguro mga manga, W.I.T.C.H., k-zone, game masters, magz and stuffs, veronika decides to die, the alchemist, by the river piedra, i sat down and wept, and syempre, THE BIBLE...^^ wahaha!! bOok oF aPocaLypSe, boOk oF moTheR eaRTh, booK oF bLaziNg sUn, bOok oF gUsT oF wiNd, booK oF biLLoWs.. +10 bibLe^^
fave. music:: RnB, pop, senti, acoustic... =D, prontera, payon, alde, alberta ringtone^^, sa labas ng prontera, ah basta RO^^ lolz!! 1000 wordz.. my boo.. jeepney.. masaya.. hehehe.. >_<;;
YM:: kimasaki11 -&- lhukhe09
MSN:: lhukhe09@hotmail.com
friendster:: lhukhe09@yahoo.com
~mAh MoOd~
quotation of the day::"There was one time I fell inlove wid someone very special, & I told myself dat ill never give up on that someone but one day I did WHY? Coz I never knew how much LOVE can HURT"
~>>::JUST ME::<<~
me?? haha!! i'm a former RO addict.. but now.. i don't really play anymore.. 'coz.. i don't know.. maybe i just got bored with the game.. hehe.. i'm on the phone, 24/7, and always in front of my darn computer.. i always text my friendz.. and i'm always trippin'.. WARS were my thing back then.. but now, i'm not really into fights.. cease fire!!
i'm really a shallow person.. i am happy when my loved ones are happy..
a PESSIMISIC, snobbish type o' girl..??
yeah, yeah.. sure.. a complete pessimistic damn girl.. haha!! i admit it.. because it is, in fact, very TRUE.. a snob?! no way.. i admit that pessimistic-thingy.. but i am definitely NOT a snob.. >_<;;
talkative.. persistent.. lazy.. sleeps in class.. and most of the time, pretending to be sick so that i can sleep at the clinic.. haha!!^^ a cheerful girl that enjoys being around people.. moody.. a wrong person to pick a fight with..
make me angry and i'll break you to pieces.. O_o
an upfront person.. so forgive me if i say something that'll offend you.. >_<;;
a fight for you, WAR for me!! slap me at the face, i'll punch you hard so that your ass'll touch the moon.. hurt the one i love most in this miserable world, next day your friends'll see your body hanging on one of the overpasses of commonwealth ave. and your head in front of the campus!! so you better not touch him..
ahihi^^
wo0t!~ \m/_
[dakilang PAMPALIPAS ORAS]
~w!shLisT~
spongecola CD
new printer
kjwan CD
image ready
kitchie nadal CD
a new sim card
new house
bamboo CD
learn to play decent soccer
money
a new cellphone
a new PC
my own telephone line
new speaker
MP3 player [iPOD]
learn to play decent table tennis
new PS2 for me!!
iLaN dAw aNg duMaLaW?!?!
aNg mGa naLigAw!!
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Monday, May 30, 2005
under the big blue sky.. you looked so happy..
there's nothing that won't change.. there's nothing that wouldn't end.. that's just the way things are..
i don't know what it is.. but i'm tormented by this uneasiness everyday.. my heart is murmuring.. that's why i want to tear at it until blood spills...
just got out of the hospital.. well, actually, it was my mother who had undergone an operation.. and i accompanied her there at the hospital.. so, that's the reason why i've been gone for like.. 5 days.. hehe.. ^_~v anyways, many things happened while we're there.. well, actually, not so many.. haha!! 'coz all i do there was eat, sleep, watch TV, talk on the phone.. haha!! well, of course, i also helped my mom.. ^_^
hmm.. actually, my friends are supposed to visit at the hospital.. but then, something hit me.. and i didn't want them to come anymore.. i don't know why it did at that time, but it really did.. i was really affected by that thought.. i kept thinking about it and developed a headache.. damn it.. *sigh* i guess it really did bug me.. i mean, i was always staring at space.. i didn't know what to do or say.. it just hit me.. i know.. right then and there.. that those were emotions larger than any sin and sweeter than any punishment..
*sigh*
i don't really know why i thought of those things at that time.. it's just that i really thought of it.. it was just stuck on my mind.. but then, after a day, i was back to normal.. smiling and laughing.. and i decided to just stop thinking about it.. because it won't do me any good.. ahihi..^^ so, that's it..
okay.. so, i think that's it.. oh, by the way, that thought.. that feeling.. it was jealousy..
"Nobody can stop the flow of time, but a moment captured in the frame of the heart will never disappear. That will be shown at the bottom of their hearts will always give off a great feeling.. sweet.. and bitter..."
Posted at 01:06 pm by lhukhe09
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