i'm a DEVIL...
...in an ANGEL's diguise




I loved you the way I know but you fit me back right in your pleasure glove
Watch me now, don't underestimate 'cause you never ever see me run, run, run baby


[09] *> mE, mySeLF aNd i <* [09]
::.~a tragic and miserable life~.::


I relive the memories often in my mind,
bringing it back to life,
and I realize that when I do,
I alwayz feel a strange combination of sadness and joy..
There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away,
but I have the feeling that if I did,
the joy would be gone as well..
So I take the memories as they come,
accepting them all,
letting them guide me whenever I can..





"the girl who lived.. loved.. was loved.. was hurt.. died.. and lived again.."


name:: LhuKhE^^

gender::
female..^^ hetero toh!!

birthdate::
march 6.. >_<;;

deathdate::
Saturday, March 19, 2050 [maybe sooner]

age of death::
59 years old.. hehehe.. [i think it'll be.. well, 14 years old?? and that means NOW!!]

hometown::
kEsOn cEeTee...^^ TamBaYeYoz pA RiN sA pRonT!!^^
occupation::
LiSenSyaDonG baLiw.. bOosTeR.. iyaKinG baTa.. ^_~v

schools::
JASMS nung elem, naku!!! FEU-FERN..^^

interests::
RPGs, MMORPGs, voLLeybaLL, RagNarok onLinE, TanTRa, GunBounD, pRisTonTaLe, KhaN, TeeN mAgz, chiLlin' wiD maH buDz, mag-inGay, manguLeTh, mangTriP, jOyRidE, muSic TriP, maTuLog sA kLaSe, chaTTiNg, neT surFiNg, biShounEn, dumaLdaL!!!

fave. books::
hm... siguro mga manga, W.I.T.C.H., k-zone, game masters, magz and stuffs, veronika decides to die, the alchemist, by the river piedra, i sat down and wept, and syempre, THE BIBLE...^^ wahaha!! bOok oF aPocaLypSe, boOk oF moTheR eaRTh, booK oF bLaziNg sUn, bOok oF gUsT oF wiNd, booK oF biLLoWs.. +10 bibLe^^

fave. music::
RnB, pop, senti, acoustic... =D, prontera, payon, alde, alberta ringtone^^, sa labas ng prontera, ah basta RO^^ lolz!! 1000 wordz.. my boo.. jeepney.. masaya.. hehehe.. >_<;;

YM:: kimasaki11 -&- lhukhe09

MSN:: lhukhe09@hotmail.com

friendster:: lhukhe09@yahoo.com

~mAh MoOd~
ahihi..^^


quotation of the day::"There was one time I fell inlove wid someone very special, & I told myself dat ill never give up on that someone but one day I did WHY? Coz I never knew how much LOVE can HURT"




~>>::JUST ME::<<~


me?? haha!! i'm a former RO addict.. but now.. i don't really play anymore.. 'coz.. i don't know.. maybe i just got bored with the game.. hehe.. i'm on the phone, 24/7, and always in front of my darn computer.. i always text my friendz.. and i'm always trippin'.. WARS were my thing back then.. but now, i'm not really into fights.. cease fire!!

i'm really a shallow person.. i am happy when my loved ones are happy..

a PESSIMISIC, snobbish type o' girl..??

yeah, yeah.. sure.. a complete pessimistic damn girl.. haha!! i admit it.. because it is, in fact, very TRUE.. a snob?! no way.. i admit that pessimistic-thingy.. but i am definitely NOT a snob.. >_<;;

talkative.. persistent.. lazy.. sleeps in class.. and most of the time, pretending to be sick so that i can sleep at the clinic.. haha!!^^ a cheerful girl that enjoys being around people.. moody.. a wrong person to pick a fight with..

make me angry and i'll break you to pieces.. O_o

an upfront person.. so forgive me if i say something that'll offend you.. >_<;;

a fight for you, WAR for me!! slap me at the face, i'll punch you hard so that your ass'll touch the moon.. hurt the one i love most in this miserable world, next day your friends'll see your body hanging on one of the overpasses of commonwealth ave. and your head in front of the campus!! so you better not touch him..

ahihi^^

wo0t!~ \m/_

[dakilang PAMPALIPAS ORAS]



~w!shLisT~

spongecola CD
new printer
kjwan CD
image ready
kitchie nadal CD
a new sim card
new house
bamboo CD
learn to play decent soccer
money
a new cellphone
a new PC
my own telephone line
new speaker
MP3 player [iPOD]
learn to play decent table tennis
new PS2 for me!!



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JuLiaNe..^^
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
tell me what you see

†•a child.. that's what i see..•†

i feel like crying, but i can't.. i feel like sleeping, still i can't.. i feel like having fun, but i still can't.. *sigh* i really don't know what's happening to me right now.. well, except for this ONE thing.. i have nothing to think about.. O_o;;

that one thing that i'm really thinking about right now?? well, i'm really worried about something right now.. you see, my mother's sick and she has to undergo an operation.. T_T yes, a MAJOR OPERATION.. but.. we all try to keep our cool even with the operation.. i'm just glad that they found it out early..

i found out that she has to undergo an operation this morning.. it was the first thing that she told me when i woke up at 11am.. T_T [well, duh.. i slept at 'bout 8am >.<;;] so, of course, i was shocked.. because i've always known my mother as a health person.. i didn't worry much at that time 'coz she was still smiling confidently.. but.. my tita girlie came over and told her the details.. and well, i found out about it.. it is going to be a MAJOR OPERATION.. O_o;; but.. instead of having a worried expression on her face, she just smiled more.. but i know that she's also worried about it.. she just doesn't show it so that we won't be worried.. i know her too well.. she can't fool me.. *sigh*

i'm inviting all of you to pray for my mother's safety.. thank you.. i'd really appreciate it..

tomorrow's MOTHER's DAY!! advance happy mother's day!! ^_^


Posted at 09:26 pm by lhukhe09

 

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